light, sight, fight, might

Why Do I miss you?
I see you when I walk around
I miss you when I drive through Pico Rivera and Downey.
Its insane how I sometimes think of you during lunch time.
I am out of my mind to see you through the wall
Time heals yet I am running after the fall
I yearn to be happy even if you are out of sight
Why can't I just find the right light?
I need to find an appropriate car to drive
The one I have I love yet it is not mine

I need to get by
I want to survive
I like to receive a high five
I am out of my mind
I miss you
You are now out of sight
People fight and run similar to a knight
Its late
goodnight

Why do I still miss you, even after I find the light?